disorientated....

oh man been feelin disorientated since ytd....a feelin tat nothin seem to be rite...hope it will go away soon.

Happy Belated Bday Patsy
Happy Birthday Janey Phua

Made yummilious cheeze cake for my dear patsy accompanied with fresh blue roses. thank goodness my chez cake was a success cos there were pretty good comments! whee! quite proud of myself. I have a talent afterall. It was tiring makin her cake with insufficient slp. It was Hand Made! no machines! 16th sept is so popular. darn! torn between 2 dinners to go to. torn between 2 after dinner events to go to. and all events i realli wanna go :( well.....opportunity cost comes in now. sacrificin. had to sacrifice Marche over pat bday dinner. but i manage to make it to Coffee club and zouk! Hah! zouk was fun company was good! thanz cass and sab for helpin me find a member to sign me in :) and i'll freakin not drink e33 again. urgh. bloody killer.

den again 16th sept seems quite sad for some peeps. and guys i feel for u. cos i realli do noe how it feels. been there, done tat, for most cases.

somehow i think my heavy involvement in sch activities is makin me lose focus on my studies. i've flunk my mab test once again. i'm realli startin to fear for my exams. i realli cant afford to fail again. i'm always lost in my proj discussion, i feel so bad tat i din manage to contribute lotz. realli feel like a useless member. hopefully next sem there's still peeps willing to take me in as proj member. and a 22 member dept to take kare of is realli tough. ii'm realli tired.

Bummin' out....................