I need a break! from everything..........

Watched the Terminal ytd and i sorta learn somethng from the show.....doesnt apply to all but mayb for me? i dunno too......its like everyone is alwayz waiting for someone/something....even for something to happen....i dunno if i make any sense......in life all u do is wait.....wait for pay to come...wait for the sun to be out after the rain.....wait for holidayz....wait for ur love ones to come for u....wait for promotion....wait for pay increment....wait for the time to pass......All we do is wait and wait and wait! and the feelin of waiting is alwayz not good.....mite be good if it is a good news i suppose.....so peeps.....are u waiting now?

Alrite enough of crap....if i can write so much crap for my OB i will be so overjoyed but nope i'm the worst essay writter in the whole wide world...... Haiz.....had another row with my mom again! twice in 2 dayz.....suffered all her mean comments and all......realli feelin lousy.....unexplainable feelings.....juz wanna scream real real loud!! Brain's too saturated! Feel like it's gng to burst any moment now! God pls help me! Juz straighten my life abit juz a tiny winy bit i'll be so thankful and grateful.....

Things juz aint rite these few dayz......juz so bummed out already....i'm like only 20 and i feel like tat....only 1/4 of my yrs.....how to survive.......I need a break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! from juz everything! Cant wait till holidayzz......realli lookin forward for a trip.....a getaway....anywhere.....yeah and reality sets in.....if i've got the money! See tis is LIFE!

Anyway.....guess i'm juz still waitin like the rest of peeps out there who thinks like me.....waitin and waiting.....for wat? i dunno! will there be any miracle? is there such a thing in the 1st place? dunno....juz dunno.....mayb juz waiting for my prince to take me away into a land of only happiness.....yeah rite....probably in my dreamz where things i want i will get it.....but its all a dream......

Continue to wait i guess.........

Bummin' out........chill