History is the word......

Well....this past wk have been a rollercoaster ride for me.....but its all over.....nva will i allow myself to go thru it again....told pat to slap me hard next time anyone tries to stir my 'coffee' again! I've thrown tat stirrer into the bowl and flushed it down into the sewage pipe.....i was a fuckin dumb ass fool.....but tis will be the 1st and the last time! i'll nva be the same again.....i feel sad tat i have to change into someone i dunno......cold blooded bitch i muz say...i already am but tis time i worst one......i realli wish none of this have happened.....who am i to blame? ME tis dumb ass! cant forgive myself for tat! but will forget....on top of tat! lost my precious wallet! argh!!!! cant even remember wat i have inside other den my license,student pass and ezlink....sian sian sian! wish tat person who took it return to me......cross finger....but who on earth is so kind to return! i would return if i picked someone's cos i noe how it feels to lose a wallet......haiz......janey jane jane.....a lesson to learn again.....

Bummin' out...........chill