In confusion.....

Din realli wanna blog today but.....no one to tok to now....realli feelin quesy and all.....juz finished a short sms session with 'j'....started out with him wantin me to return his stuffs as his sis needs it....den slowly started to chat...initiately was all coolz and all......haiz.....den he said tis ''u're still my fren...a fren tat i miss alot. i wish i could rewind everythng. i juz want u 2 know tat i'm sorry for everythng. all e best in life...u deserve it..." gosh.....almost tear.....dun deny i still feel a bit thingy....gosh y am i feelin like tat.its like things seems so hopeful but i noe its juz an empty shell....i dunno how much i can trust him cos he once betrayed my trust...i dun wanna look back....tryin to move on now and tis came along.....i realli wanna come clean..... hmmm i realli dunno at all.....r/s probs realli makes my life topsy turvy......

[realli bummed out and confuse]

Bummin' out....chill