Fireworks and more memories....

Juz went to esplanade to see the last display of fireworks....i muz say it was a good finale and a good end to 19....juz the crowd tat i hate...typical sporeans.....hmmm....while watchin the display....i cant deny tat lotsa memories were runnin thru my head.....have no idea y....muz admit....cant deny....i still kinda miss tat bastard....doubt he misses me at all.....dunno y i still.....haizz.....i did wat i had to do....no regrets and i will have to live with my decision......i vividly still remember how i spent this day 16 aug 2003....walkin down memory lane.....hate tis feelin........hope all this will finally come to a halt.....

Darn....think i'm fed up with my good buddies.....darn 1st they remember my bday wrongly....i rather they juz forget abt it.....its no biggie anyway......den bloodly chun said he will meet me and will call me.....darn in the end i called him.....he's with his ex....wtf......expected lah....den stupid jd! oso with his gal.....fuck these are pple i noe for yrs.....kns......nvm they deserve to be happy.....guess this is my retribution.....but i muz say.....thanz pat....for being there for me.....i noe i can be a pain in the arse....but bear with me k? bear with me thru this darkest period of my life......i'm sorrie for treatin those pple badly even though they're nice......i realli feel bad....

{Happy Birthday Gareth(di) tmr gng in to tekong liaoz.....gng to miss u....hmmm guess u dunno jenelle is gng to surprise u with smthng tat i dunno too....lol.....hmmm....wonder how u figure out ur dilemma.....u noe wat i'm sayin.....bleah~}

Conclusion: its juz another ordinary day......and i'm not happy......and darn i hit 20 already....juz no mood for anything rite now.....

Bummin' out.....chill