mis-understood

i don't fancy being misunderstood. But at that point of time i don't see why i need to explain further. My perception is not polluted only realistic to a certain extend. Not many know the truth to this outcome but as long as i know who i am, what i want that's good enough for me.
Down side is what i want i won't get it so easily without struggle.

thank god for the tiny circle of trust that i have. they know. i know. period.