The Aftermath

the depression is here to stay for awhile

after ytd's paper

there seem to be no hope

there isnt any1 i can find comfortin words frm

most will juz say look forward its already ova

or like wat my mom said 'u muz be nva study enuff'

feelin terrible enuff i dun realli wanna hear those

worst of all the msg tat i tot will make me feel betta was the worst

cant rem the whole ting 'if u muz fail to learn to be focused den do juz tat'

???

-_-

like i nva fail b4?

oh well doesnt matter itz all ova

wish there is a big hole big enuff to stuff myself into

i'm sure i'm autistic now

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for my bitches i miss u guys

now i noe y u guys used to/presently engage in 'EI'

which i alwayz disapprove

cos there is alwayz smthg u're seekin but nva frm tat person u luv

ironic isnt it?

but itz true...

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sorrie aga, fi, may, jane if u guyz are readin tis

i din mean to make u guyz worried ytd

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my fav nonya kueh from my bro, he left on my desk when i was slping

which i tot was quite sweet

the note said: For u to eat and study, endure it will be over soon

sumhow i think he noes i'm depressed or not juz coincidental

The Godiva 'Goddess' landed on my study desk laz wk

agnes b. visited on Nov 1st

content : my fav dog tag

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