urgh i cant slp. topsy turvey slpin time. 1 nite awake @ sentosa is crazy! oh well...its orientation. so glad is all ova. 3 dayz away to a brand new yr. *fingers crossin and hopin for a betta yr* tired of all the shit tat is dumpin on me....u noe in Matrix 1 neo olwayz felt tat there was smthg wrong with the world he was livin in? yah i feel the same now! its like nothin seems rite till the truth is out? pple not appreciatin wat they have and takin them for granted? havin fun outta doin the wrong tings? cheap thrills? and there are realli some peeps out there realli have every thing smooth and path out for them?
i envy but not complainin. but hopin.

boy am i in a super pessimistic mood now. life's pretty fugly
in need of a getaway badly.