Seriously.....some things juz dun change.....

Finally i'm able to catch a show! STEALTH is realli a nice show. relieve abit of my stress i muz say. stress level is realli in space now. deadlines are in red zone! and lotsa plannin to do for the bash. well....sch is realli drowning me.....i cant wait for everything to be over! I cant wait for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory! not to forget to read Harry Porter and the Half blood prince once i buy the book heh. Man i so feel like gng for a nice spa.....

Sometimes things are realli juz so predictable. some things juz dun change. ur msges are juz so not convincin at all. u said tons of things to reassure me. but i dun feel tat u're trustworthy. it always seem tat u want something from me. even as a fren i still do hope for the best for u. u juz dunno how lucky u are sometimes. wish u'll cherish wateva u have and not have regrets later. sometimes once things are gone, u can nva get them back. i realli wish to see u grow up. mayb 5 yrs down the road juz mayb. Or is it juz me. i'm juz comparing to much. comparing to smthng which is not within my league. it saddens me sometimes. timing is always wrong. but i'm happy in some ways with the little little minimum things done. cos i dun hope much. cos it'll nva be.

Bummin' out.........