Juz plain tired......

I mentioned before tat in life all u do is wait....wait and wait....havent changed my mindset.....and i'm pretty sick of waiting already.....its takin a toll.....y things juz cant be simple like ABCs? nvm dun even noe wat i'm babbling abt......
How can someone tell if something's bothering me? i'm puzzled cos i dunno wat's bothering and someone else can sense it thru msn......hmmm i realli dunno wat's bothering me....oh well.....mayb its juz one of those down dayz when i'm juz plain moody and cranky.....muz be the stupid cough tats irritating me.....
Juz caught Fear Factor on AXN.....boy have they raise their stakes high.....contestants have to open xmas presents and find something gruesome to eat! Like live dragonflies,stale squid covered with flies, sausage bag fill with live worms and something i dunno covered with ants......OMG things ppl do for money! u can imagine.....well rich peeps out there cherish wateva u have u guys are realli lucky....no offense though....
Gilmore girls.....my all time favy show.....couldnt d.l the whole of season 4 which is sadz for me....oh well i dun alwayz get wat i want.....juz started on season5 and its pretty good....juz wish sometimes reality is like tv.....nah tat will nva happen......
Alrite enough of babblings and ramblings.....i have no idea wat's on my mind....

Bummin' out.........chill