Studyin with the ugly pleasures of exams stress

9 more dayz to 1st paper......OB.....haizz.....its freakin me out! serious. I've neva feared so much for an exam b4.....guess there's alwayz a 1st time......realli hope i can pull it thru.....i'm tryin real hard to mug and mug and mug.....and guess wat? i dun feel the sense of urgency at all......plain weird.....yes yes i betta buck up, wear more socks so i can pull them up......more studyin tmr....bleah!

Dear dear patsy my sista......hmmmm din noe things were so bad for u those 8 mths.....sorrie tat i wasnt aware of ur situation......probably too busy with my life tat time.....i'm glad u're still here with me......realli wished i was there for u then like u were there for me 5mths ago.....I grew stronger and braver becos u're there for me....Thanz babe.....so i owe it to u k? Its a path of choice, whether u want it or not....no doubt, i noe how u feel, the tinge of sadness when u miss someone....waitin for tat someone is like waitin for rain in a draught....it will be a miracle if rain falls.....U noe wat path i chose.....tat path is i will nva get wat i want.....but things can be hopeful sometimes.......so hope u choose ur path soon......hope u noe wat i mean......cheer up babe.....study 1st! ;)

Silin babe.....if u're readin this....juz wanna say i feel ur pain....sorrie i'm not good at consolin and think wateva words i wanna say are being said by lotsa pple......he is feelin the pain too not juz u....realli hope to see u smilez again....lots of peeps are there and kare for u......u're not alone facing it babe.......

Gosh.....this became a sadz bloggie entry......darn! to all broken hearts out there den......things will get betta i promise......

Skinny pig and CR: thanz for ur concern guys....the bruise on my face still hurts but betta liaoz....not disfigured....lol! cya guys soon k? miss ya! Study hard! esp u CR!

Bummin' out..........chill